My high school consular is such a kind, compassionate woman.
I almost don't have the heart to tell her that there isn't a day that goes by that I don't wish I was dead at least once,
That I've contemplated more ways to kill myself than she could find in her psychology textbook,
That I could carry out most of those means very easily,
And, most importantly,
That I'm just broken and insane enough to never be able to bring myself to do it-
Zoie; she's heard the name once, but doesn't know that the little angel is one of the only reasons I haven't offed myself, why I can't off myself...
She's a gentle barrier around me, the wall between my throat and that blade, my stomach and those pills, my breath and that noose,
For she will not allow for Maw Maw Wina to loose another one,
Even if loosing me could save many hairs from graying.
I'm hopelessly suicidal, but hopeless bound to survival.
Depressed, but chained to progress.

I'm Not Too Skinny (Open Letter To My Father)

106 pounds is a perfectly healthy weight for a 5'0 female....right?
It's not like I'm eating any less than I was before I went vegan (I use "vegan" loosely here- I'm attempting not to consume any food with animal byproducts, but doubtfully I've slipped up a few times)...I'm just eating different foods- healthier, more ecologically humane food.
I'm not too skinny-
You've always been able to see my collar bones and my ribs, even when I weighed almost 120 pounds. That's just the way that my fat and tissue distributes itself.
No, I'm not going to die. If anything, I'll become healthier as my body cleanses itself of impurities.
I hope.
No, I won't staring eating meat or drinking milk again. It won't do myself a bit of good to intoxicate myself and the environment unnecessarily.
So, please, my loving and caring father,
PLEASE don't hate me over this action to better the world and myself.
PLEASE don't loose any sleep over my health.
PLEASE just calm down and allow me to prove that everything will be okay.
Please.

Amateur Architecture; Sims 3

Are you getting fed up with every house in your Sims world looking like the set of a Hollywood film? Do you wish that you Sims could reside in something that looks a little less glamorous? Well, fear not! These houses are unique, dazzling..but with realistic flaws in design. Feast your eyes on these two wondrous lots!

Our first house is a HUGE 60 by 60 lot that we like to call Suspiciously Inconspicuous. On the outside, it looks like a warm, sunny house meant for a large family. And it is;



....until you peer inside.....





Sure, it's a little unorthodox to imprison your Sims in a puzzling labyrinth, but fear not! Sims are equipped with maze-solving abilities that will get them through any maze house. The question is. can YOU navigate this house?

Click here for download (Brings You To Google Documents Page)


Of course, not everyone wants a large, expensive house, and that's okay. There's always the Adorable Yet Deadly lot, a house on a 20 by 30 (?) lot that is just as aMAZing as it's larger counterpart, but in a more affordable and adorable form.




Unlike the larger lot, this lot isn't all stone inside. It does have a few cozier looking rooms to showcase a false sense of comfort.
Click Here For Download


Should you actually find these homes worthy of downloading, I should warn you that the files are in .zip format, so you WILL need .zip software.

Have fun in your new houses!